+ a beau__tiful ho___

March 31, 2006

Today the whole class was laughing
at Jy and me.
Basically because Jy and I were laughing
over the rain that came in the window.
Okay no big deal haha.

"Kids these days ahhh... Blabla."
We're lazyyy. We don't take initiative
to go close that window.
Fact was, I just saw it and just pointed
it out to Jy.

It's been raining badly these days.
And it just has to rain whenever
class ends.

Today during lunch break we headed off
to the new coffeeshop.
$2 for water melon juice,
it's juiced(not blended).
And it tasted very bland, more like water.
Price wise a little steep for a coffee shop.
The wanton and char siew noodles was rather bland.
Okay. I just didn't feel satisfied after the meal.
Guess I wouldn't frequent that shop for awhile.

New shop at the first floor.
Havn't visited it yet.

I shall go study for half hour,
then TV, then study if possible,
then TV again.
Off for now. =)

-nIx- @ [[6:12 PM]]

March 30, 2006

I'm angry and I can't cool down.
I just threw her stuff out of the toilet.
Everything that wasn't mine.
I don't care.
I'm not gonna give any face.
My poor tortoise didn't have food for 3days.
No I don't care about the fact that it can
live without food and water for blabla long.
It's used to being fed everyday and as long
as it is under my care it will be.

I took it home, it's my responsibility
to take care of it.
Don't act like you care.
"Take it for a walk."
You going to keep an eye on it while it walks?
You going to put it back? No?
Then don't bother bitching me around.

I'm the one doing all the housework so SHUT UP.
You should have been kicked out of the house long ago.
Cuz I still swear the only work in the house you
know how to do is mess up.

-nIx- @ [[11:32 PM]]

Bitchhhhhhh.
I found the tortoise under her bed.
The bloody water bed which is placed
against two walls.
And the tortoise has to go to that corner
of the room.
Mum help me use a long stick to poke it out
while I catch it.

Killers.
The rest don't bother about my tortoise.
Heartless.

I will throw her out if she leaves the door
open ever again.
I always mean what I say.
It's just a matter whether I let her back
in after I take action.

-nIx- @ [[11:09 PM]]

Day 2, my tortoise is still missing.
Thanks to some irresponsible person in the house.
Housework leave to me.
Take my stuff and don't put them back
like it was before.
I just emptied the dustbin, formerly beside
my computer, lost for 2weeks.
Found it in her room and asked her to clear
it and put it back.
No action done so I just emptied it neatly
onto her floor and took it back.
No harm done actually, it's all paperwork.
BETTER THAN LOSING MY TORTOISE.

It's starving.
I know it is. =(
Why the hell does she have to leave the
toilet door open.
Why the hell does they not pick it up
when they see it.

I'm very worried for my tortoise.
It hasn't made a sound.
I don't know where to find it. =(

-nIx- @ [[8:32 PM]]

The people there are damn f-ed up.
No, I'm not being vulgar.

There was this 2guys walking then
the guy further away crossed behind his friend
and got rather near me and asked
"xiao mei ni yao qu na li?"

Like wth? Do I look like those people
across the road? Do I dress like them?
"I'm on my way to one of the brotels to
have sex with one of your buddies,
and maybe you in the later part of the night."
Happy with my answer?

Anyway, class was fun.
The girl with blue hair had yet another
thing for Jy and me to go hoohaa about.
A mickey mouse handphone!
Even the main menu and the sending message
had mickey/minnie stuff. Cute only though.
It was raining cats and dogs after class.
We ran to the MRT and Jy was soaked.
I wasn't that bad, my bag took the rain.
I'm gonna go out to eat!
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[6:57 PM]]

March 29, 2006

I wanna go O'seas.
Bahbahbah. x[

Nobody knows how important exams are to me.
Try not to ask me out already.
I want to start mugging!
(Though I don't want to be the no-lifer again,
where it came to a point that sitting in a taxi
watching the greenery made me smile like crazy
even though I was on the way to an examination.)
I've already thrown away the opportunity
of going into Nursing.
I don't know if it's right or wrong, good or bad.
I just want to treasure what I have now.

And considering I didn't study Accounting
before entering this school, I'm quite proud of myself.
Proud not arising from arrogance
but from the satisfaction of my actions; and results. =)

I know that results might not be the thing
that employers now look for.
There's other factors like experience and familiarity, etc
Nevertheless, I still wanna keep my promise.
At least it's one of the many goal in my life. =)

Tomorrow I'll start studying. No excuses.
Even if I had the perfect excuses,
I'd try my best to catch up asap.
No more clocking of pages!

(My tortoise is still missing!)
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:31 PM]]

Yay.
I got people to help me write comments
on the teachers.
No need to kill brain cells. =)

Havn't studied.
Maybe I will after Da Chang Jin. =)
I don't feel that guilty because
the teacher used the textbook to teach
today. That's already a few pages done.
Okay. Cheater bug. =x

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[10:44 PM]]

Don't give me shit cuz I give it back twofold.
They complain when the tortoise is
cooped up in that small container.
Fine. I let it roam around in the toilet,
I wash the floors, I clean it's tub.
I close the toilet door.
But someone has to come into the toilet
and leave it open.
Then it runs out.
Then they see it but don't bother,
or at the very most send me an sms.

Like hello? You think it's a statue?
It stays at the place where you last see it?
And now I can't find it despite searching
the whole house.

I don't know what the hell is wrong with them
picking up the tortoise and putting
it back.

What's this? Using a tortoise to threaten me?

And the toilet's cluttered with at least
3magazines and 1 newspaper.
I'm so pisseddddddddd.
I shall stop cleaning the house unless
being told to.
I always say that but I can't stand the mess.
Fine. I shall throw out everything.

Go away.

-nIx- @ [[3:43 PM]]

March 28, 2006

Skating makes my skin dry.
But I still love it. =)
Especially after the ice is newly resurfaced.
So smooth. =)

-nIx- @ [[11:31 PM]]

I <3 Fort Minor.
Wahaha.
Just love their music.
The music in the bg is just fab! xD

-nIx- @ [[10:51 PM]]

`patiencerundry
Oh damnnnnnn.
I'm so pissed.
I should have head home to study
after ice skating.

They didn't want to walk around Jurong
because the place was BORING.
Fine.
But after we went to Bugis,
we ate at KFC and they proceeded
straight to the arcade.
Even after I walked one round around
the whole Bugis Junction and went
back to the arcade, I was told what..
2songs left then they all go home.
After that two songs?
Dennis is still playing his game
then they insert extra coins.
Oh, then what later?
When Dennis finishes playing and sees
them still playing he inserts credit too?

I think all arcades are more boring
than walking around Jurong.

Pissed man.
Don't expect me to study now.
It's too late for me.
What more I'm not in bloody mood
for studying.
THANKS ALOTTTTTTTTT.

Next time, even if you go out and
intend to go to the arcade even for awhile,
don't even bother asking me out.
PERIODDDDDDDD.

Seriously, what do you gain out
of the arcade?
An empty pocket?

-nIx- @ [[8:55 PM]]

March 27, 2006

My mouse just died on me and
unfortunately, stopped working.
Had a hard time struggling and
shifting the mouse to different USB ports
to see which worked.
Ended up restarting the computer,
in which it still didn't work.
Then I just tried my luck again by
plugging it out and in.
Finally it starts working again.

I can't imagine how I used to use
the num pad as mouse in my old computer.
Took me like eons to move the mouse
to wherever I wanted.

I WANNA TRAVEL AROUND THE WHOLE WORLD!

If only I had the money to.
I'll make sure I do when I grow up. =))

Oh now I wanna go Penang. LOL!
Night market
Shopping Centre!

xD~
Maybe I should have continued working there.
The pay isn't that good but it's better
than draining my bank account - already drained.

OHHH. I forgot to mention that...
I completed my one day's share of studies
plus thrown in a few extra pages. =D

Ice skating tomorrow. =)
I've sadly dropped the idea of hockey boots.
Far too expensive for my life.
Though I might consider it if in the future,
I find a good paying job and am still interested
in getting one of those. =)

To be able to go overseas would be much better. =)
Off for now. xD

-nIx- @ [[11:14 PM]]

Have you heard, have you heard,
what comes after the rain?
Have you seen that beautiful rainbow before?

Bored does it!
I shouldn't have gone to sleep.
Cuz now I don't feel like studying again.
At least I did a few pages before sleeping.

As usual, she started the laundry and left home.
Crazy ass.

I think this world is very corrupted.
Revenge here and there.
I once played the game too.
Stepped in and out of it at least twice.
Silly ; what would I get out of it.
But I can't help falling back, over and over
again into the game.
To hurt others and myself before I wake up
and step out of it again.
Fool.

-nIx- @ [[3:23 PM]]

My sis's alarm has been ringing
since 8+am every quarter/half hour.
Right now the time is 11.20am.

It's the loudest alarm ever.
Even with her and my room doors closed,
I can hear it note for note.
Irritating.
I don't know why she sets them so early
when she doesn't plan to wake up.

2more months plus minus till the exams
and I'm still not in the mood for studying.
Yes. Start worrying.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:21 AM]]

March 26, 2006

Sis birthday's gonna be over in 10minutes.

Happy Birthday!

Though I don't think anyone here knows
my blog add. Heh.

-nIx- @ [[11:50 PM]]

I need to cut my hair soon, sadly.
The split ends are like 1-2cm
and today hair looked fried.
Bent in all ways possible,
with knots and felt very rough.
BAHHHHH. =[

Who wanna join me for a haircut?

-nIx- @ [[9:35 PM]]

I keep having weird dreams.
They're the type that's scary
but once I wake up and think about it,
it's funny, in some kinda way.

My book is in front of me but
I don't feel like studying. =s
Tomorrow, tomorrow.
And tomorrow's reason would again be, tomorrow.

Even through yesterday's so called holiday,
my parents were like
Uni is good, blablablablabla.
Plan ahead, blablablablabla.

Please give me a break.
I still want to enjoy life a little more.

-nIx- @ [[9:25 PM]]

Oh I forgot to mention I lost
50bucks today. BAHHHHHH. =[
I don't know how it got out of my pocket.
Oh well.

-nIx- @ [[9:23 PM]]

`Smile while it lasts.

I love fireworks.
I wanna go back. =[
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[8:50 PM]]

I'm backkkkkkkkk.
Plenty of firecrackers and fireworks.
The fireworks were damn cool.
$40 ringgit for one small square box.
Managed to record it.
Pretty.

Everything else was just fine.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[7:38 PM]]

March 24, 2006

Time for some soul-searching.
What do I actually want?

-nIx- @ [[9:57 PM]]

I'm scared, afraid, uncertain, wondering,
whatever... about my future.

I just feel like sleeping my troubles away.

-nIx- @ [[9:50 PM]]

I guess I'm just too tired to
bother on everyday life.

Went to school on time though I left late.
Struggled to keep awake.
Asked the teacher a question and he
talked for 45minutes to Jy and me
during that 10minutes break.
Many were listening. -.-

Ate beef kuay tiao followed by
soya bean with you tiao.

Went back to class early and struggled
to keep awake again.
Fell fast asleep during the break time.

I'm stoned.
Going to Malaysia from tomorrow
till Sunday.
I guess it's a long needed break.

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[7:43 PM]]

It's funny how I rank stuff.
Pudding is dead.
Rice is dead.
But at least I don't feel as sad
as the ones who took care of them.

It's 12.22am and I need to sleep.
Shall continue blogging tomorrow
if I wake up early.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[12:00 AM]]

March 23, 2006

Okay.
Read this.
I've a July 06 Course Voucher.
Valid till 30 June 06
Non transferable, nor exchangeable
for cash in full or part.
Cannot be deferred or utilised partially.
Given to me because I get outstanding award.

1. 2 of my classmates also have it.
2. It's enrolment for CAT course.

Here I am taking CAT.
Which takes 1year.
I get results from the Dec exam.
By then half my course is over and done with.
Now I'm in the latter half of the year.
My exam's in June and I prolly wouldn't
know my results till Aug or something.
Which person in the right mind which
gets an award would actually fail
and have to retake CAT in July 06?

Dodobirds.
Anyway I'm not really bothered by that.

I'm wondering what to do with my future.
Again, here I am taking CAT, a 1year course,
3times, 4 classes a week,
3hours each, 2hours of transport back and forth.
So I basically spend 5hours a day in school
most of the times while others are spending
their whole day in school/poly for 2-3years.

But where do I go after this?
Where can I go?
I don't know.
Who to ask?
Where to ask?
What to ask?
I don't know, again.

Rather useless I must say.

-nIx- @ [[6:33 PM]]

I had a weird dream which I actually
woke up crying.
But I can't remember much of it now.
Just that some in-dream-granny died in the dream.

My whole body is aching and I feel like
going back to sleep.

TV!
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:27 AM]]

March 22, 2006

Rice died. I guess it's old.
Sad but not as sad as lin.
She's been taking care of it since
secondary school ended.

Anyway the chalet was fun and I conclude
that the whole bunch of us are blur.
We paid for 4days 3nights!
And they actually checked out today
before finding out they had another night.

So I lugged my heavy bag to school....
and back.

Headed to Wild Wild Wet on the first day.
Then left the place at 5pm to walk to the chalet.

The first thing we got when we went to
the chalet was bad attitude from the staff.
Who later came to complain to our dear
teacher about our attitude.
Don't take back what you promise asssssss.
"That was just now."
But he didn't say anything about voiding
or taking back his words and he just
wouldn't budge, nor allow us to talk
to his manager till lin shouted
I want to talk to your manager..
then the manager came out on his own.
Lies.. I hate being lied to..

But everything else was fine.
BBQ, swimming, pool, arcade, TV and movies.
Dodgeball, Dawn of the Dead, ghostship
and double vision. The last two which
I watched halfway.
DV had bad bad CD errors and
I went to sleep after watching half of
Ghostship. BORING!

And that Da blabla on Channel U is niceeeee.

Today I went back to cycle with them.
Then went back with Jy while the rest
are playing pool and staying over.
I have school tomorrow. =[

TADAHHHHHHHHHHH.

Ohhh, by the way. Hehehehe.
I got Award for Outstanding Achievers of Dec05 Exam.
But I got a voucher for 2CAT classes.
Already paid for all of the CAT classes. -.-
No fair!

Anyway wake up call for me to start studying. =x

I missed the internet so much.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[10:46 PM]]

March 20, 2006

Ok I think Fillet O fish and milo is a deadly combination.
I feel very sick now.
Just finished vomiting everything out.
Had a very bad pain in the stomach before that.
Next moment I was puking everything out.
4times?
No I didn't force myself to puke.

I feel sickkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk
and I think I gonna puke again bye.

-nIx- @ [[7:31 AM]]

Yayyy. It's early morning.
Hehehe.
Val is fast sleeping on the sofa.
Dodo girl.
And I managed to activate their microwave.
Now I'm eating a rather hard Fillet O Fish.
Next time I shan't heat it for 2minutes. =x

I suffered at least 5mosquito bites on Val's bed.
My first time ever. Booohooo.
I got 2 at first.
Woke up and tried to go back to sleep
but I woke up with more.
So I ended up spraying insect repellant
as a last resort and it sorta work. Tadah!
I'm still alive.
Off for now. xD

-nIx- @ [[6:57 AM]]

March 19, 2006

I'm at Val's houseeeeeeeeeeee.
Being left alone here.
Cuz val went over to Lic's house.
Nobody to talk to.
At least she gave me her computer's password
after I finished reading one whole teenage magazine.

And I forgot I was fasting LOL.
Val gonna wake up at 6.30am with me
so we can go Mac and eat. Hurray!

Hope it's not crowded with school kids. xD
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[10:44 PM]]

I've been packing since twelve and
I'm still barely done.

I always walk to one place and get one
item, place it somewhere then get other stuff
then back to the first place get another thing
and place it at that somewhere again.
Something like that.
I like it that way. =D

I think I've been to the storeroom
at least 10times already.

Having a list helps.
But having it not printed out is bad. Lol.

I actually know where majority of the stuff are
but I keep referring to the list one by one. xD

I'm gonna borrow val's phone! XD
So I don't need to charge or risk losing any.
Woohoo!

I miss my camera. It went to KOREA with me. =(
Oh well.

Okay more or less done with packing
except I can't find the blue bag to
store my stuff in. So smart.
Shall go hunt for it.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[1:43 PM]]

I hate spam mails, chain mails and wadeva mails.
Crazy.
Don't expect me to send them out.
I rather delete it.
Bad luck wadeva crap.
I don't read the last paragraph as always.
So I don't know about it.

Havn't packed.
I don't know what to pack.
Shall just dump in everything
I think is needed.
I better get packing.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:47 AM]]

March 18, 2006

Copied and pasted from M. Word!

BLOGGER IS DOWNNNNNN.

Today I went for a movie early in the morning.
Followed by meeting lin and gang while
they were doing their survey job.
Didn’t quite favor the idea of walking
under the sun the whole day while I’m
not being paid to so I went to walk around Taka
and Lucky Plaza.
Got my phone cover at $5 and bought a few
shirts for night wear, though they can be worn out.
Ate dinner at Pasta Mania. There flies my money.
Val’s friend is so sociable and for being late,
treated us to pool. =D
But I left early after stoning there for an hour.
I’m tired.
Off for now!

-nIx- @ [[10:55 PM]]

March 17, 2006

I shouldn't take life for granted.
I see 3accident signs everytime I make
my way to school.
One at my MRT, two at school.

I should stop or at least try to
stop jaywalking. Hah.
Today Jy and me crossed a very busy
road from Bugis Junction to that Icon building.

Okay bath. =)

-nIx- @ [[10:09 PM]]

Today I spent about 10minutes
walking through every floor of
a 6 floor SHOPPING building, including a peek
into the 7th floor rooftop.
My fastest walk so far.

Went to school and as usual.
Went to Bugis during lunch break.
We were bored and Jy suggested walking
into this new building(mentioned above).
It's called Icon(If I'm not wrong).
We didn't walk in any shop.
We just walked past every shop.
It was really quiet.

Then after that we went to class -
45minutes late.
But thennnn, as usual he was doing
balance sheet and income statement, again.
Should have got there later. LOL.

I drew a Carabee HYBRID in class today.
It's a mix of cat, rat and bee!
But it's small and appears blur in the pic.
Shall go scan it when my mum
turns on her computer. xD

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[8:27 PM]]

If it's not MRTs at 2am,
it's little kids cheering camp songs
at 1.30am.
Dodo kids. =[

I just woke up and look out
from behind the curtains.
PRIMARY SCHOOL KIDS. Plenty of them.

Then I fell back asleep soon after.
Was dreaming... about I don't remember what
but I was about to record something.
The moment I hit the record button,
my alarm rang.

See... Weird dreams. =/
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[6:52 AM]]

March 16, 2006

I rather list out things not to bring.
It's much easier.

NO CAMERAAAAAAAA. Thanks for stealing mine.

MP3? =[
Handphone?

I don't know.
I can't do without my MP3 and handphone?
what if it gets stolen while charging?
Bah.

Sleep!
I have morning school tomorrow. Bugger.

-nIx- @ [[11:53 PM]]

I asked Val what she wants for her dream home...

[11:11:19 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: mine ar
[11:11:30 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: i wan plasma tv
[11:11:42 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: with stero speakers surrounding de whole
room
[11:12:00 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: with a nice n not too comfy big sofa
[11:12:02 PM] nix__* take : lol i want too but so exp
[11:12:13 PM] nix__* take : why u duwan too comfy sofa
[11:12:14 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: den muz be bigbig bed
[11:12:14 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: n comfy oso
[11:12:25 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: too confy later i end up slouching
[11:12:31 PM] nix__* take : dot
[11:12:33 PM] nix__* take : wont de wad
[11:12:36 PM] nix__* take : dpends on how u sit
[11:12:37 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: gott
[11:12:50 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: got some is lidat de -.-
[11:12:50 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: is not
[11:12:50 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: is de sofa really v. soft
[11:13:01 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: my relative got
[11:13:01 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: i sit till bodyache
[11:13:06 PM] nix__* take : oh lol
[11:13:09 PM] nix__* take : that not called comfy
[11:13:10 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: cos u end up slouching in de chair
[11:13:11 PM] nix__* take : lol
[11:13:34 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: lol
[11:13:34 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: comfy=soft
[11:13:34 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: =x
[11:13:39 PM] nix__* take : lol -.-
[11:13:40 PM] nix__* take : haha
[11:13:41 PM] nix__* take : ok wad else
[11:13:43 PM] nix__* take : dog?=x
[11:14:04 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: lol
[11:14:15 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: i wan two rabbits
[11:14:15 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: 4 hammies
[11:14:25 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: 2 husky
[11:14:36 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: den air cons in everyroom
[11:14:47 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: wireless internet best speed
[11:14:58 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: lcd com.. blahh
[11:16:04 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: LOTS OF CLOTHES
[11:16:04 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: NICENICE ONE
[11:16:04 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: FOOD
[11:16:04 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: FRIDGE
[11:16:04 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: NICE STOVE
[11:16:21 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: =x
[11:17:03 PM] nix__* take : lol thats alot
[11:17:13 PM] nix__* take : hdb bungalow condo?
[11:17:34 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: terrance
[11:17:44 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: with swimming pool
[11:17:44 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: gym
[11:17:55 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: pool table
[11:17:55 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: arcae
[11:17:55 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: arcade
[11:17:56 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: =]

-------------

[11:18:33 PM] nix__* take : ur head ah lol rich ass
[11:19:04 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: hey
[11:19:15 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: u said DREAM hse
[11:19:15 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: not necessary muz fulfil
[11:19:15 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: =x
[11:19:40 PM] nix__* take : lol
[11:19:42 PM] nix__* take : -.-
[11:19:42 PM] nix__* take : i mean
[11:19:46 PM] nix__* take : ok in the future
[11:20:02 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: now den u say
[11:20:05 PM] nix__* take : lol
[11:20:11 PM] [ ? ] [ ? ]: oh well i would like that xD

-.-

-nIx- @ [[11:20 PM]]

I like this song.
Heard it on Tv. Some advertisment probably.

Nope. Not a bad day today.
I actually studied! But I think I shall
stick with my 25pages a day even though
I'm behind shedule. It's draining.
I'm feeling this my brain's exploding feeling
after 23pages.
But I'm still determined to finish page25 today.

I'm left with... a $2 note and coins!

Daniel Powter - Bad Day

Where is the moment we needed the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue skies fade to grey
They tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carryin' on
You stand in the line just to hit a new low
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carryin' on

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carryin' on

You had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day

(Oh.. Holiday..)

Sometimes the system goes on the brink
And the whole thing turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
And I'm not wrong

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost

Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride
You had a bad day
You've seen what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

Had a bad day
Had a bad day

-nIx- @ [[10:59 PM]]

My dream house...
must have everything a normal house has. =)
I want a DOGGGGGGGGGG. =x
Near MRT, busstops, shops, food
Well lighted areas.
Safe enough to walk around in the dark.
Comfy comfy beds
Able to see stars at night

Optional
A small area for plants.
A piano(though I don't really play well)
Nice view

I don't know why I'm thinking of this.
Prolly cuz the TV's showing this
guy who bought lots of land.

Looks like I'm asking for alot. Haah.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[8:00 PM]]

Whilst studying I was listening to
really old songs in my MP3 -
those that I stopped listening to
but used to love
(or maybe still do, but not as much).

Still as lovely. I plan to finish studying
till the end of Chapter 2(T10) today.
Hopefully it can be done.

I want you and your beautiful soul.

-nIx- @ [[7:01 PM]]

I don't know why but everytime I
attempt to study my energy drains
real quickly.
Went to sleep after 10(or less)pages of reading.

I should sleep less because it's either
weird dreams or nightmares.
The end talk being I wake up being
more tired than before I go to sleep.
So what's the point of sleeping? -.-

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[6:46 PM]]

Now I'm wondering.......
How do I go to school
lugging a heavy bag with a heavy file.

Maybe I should just bring the exercise book
for writing notes. Heh.

Bad to worse.
I havn't been studying for about two weeks.
Happy New Year.
I'm really far behind.
Shall do some today since I'm in the mood. =)

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[4:02 PM]]

A Hundred Bricks

Start by putting about 100 bricks in some particular order in a closed room with an open window.....

Then send 2 or 3 candidates in the room and close the door.

Leave them alone and come back after 6 hours and then analyze the situation;

If they are counting the bricks put them in the accounts department.

If they are recounting them put them in auditing.

If they have messed up the whole place with the bricks, put them in
engineering.

If they are arranging the bricks in some strange order put them in planning.

If they are throwing the bricks at each other put them in operations.

If they are sleeping put them in security. If they have broken the bricks
into pieces, put them in information technology.

If they are sitting idle, put them in human resources.

If they say they have tried different combinations, yet not a brick has been moved, put them in sales.

If they have already left for the day put them in marketing.

If they are staring out of the window, put them on strategic planning.

And then last but not least, if they are talking to each other and not a single brick has been moved, congratulate them and put them in top management.

-nIx- @ [[11:40 AM]]

March 15, 2006

Advert time!

Home-fix sells this - Finding Nemo wallpaper.
Too bad it's $19.90. =[

------

My room ceiling, which I still find has
a striking resemblance of *drum rolls*
The Hunchback of Notre Dame.

I took this while the train stopped
but didn't open it's door for a long, long time.

Okay I'm done.

-nIx- @ [[10:50 PM]]

I skipped my test. Oops?
So many people ran out straight after class.
Went to J8 to hunt for BBQ stuff.

Couldn't help laughing silently at this
RI boy who was carrying a chicky club bag.
School bag?!
Sorry haha. I've got grudges against them
for lying to me.
I stereotype people. =)

Lin recorded this boy on the Igallop.
Urrh? He seem to enjoy it.

I love the Echo Davidoff perfume - for ladies.
Boohoo. They don't sell them in small bottles.
But they have the blue bottle. Unfair. =s

Chalet soon. Hurray!

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[9:21 PM]]

March 14, 2006

Wadeva.

-nIx- @ [[11:44 PM]]

Staying home is depressing.
Shall go out.

-nIx- @ [[2:58 PM]]

I hate Tuesdays.
Fumigation!
Then you see those cockroaches
all over the floor later.
Ah. Better than having them fly around.

Anyway I've decided not to study
and not take the test too.
Shall go home after class.

I've got too much time on my hands;
you have none.

-nIx- @ [[2:44 PM]]

I wanna go shopping for lipbalm.
Left with the Honeydew lipbalm
from some unknown brand in Taiwan.
Their Mango was horrible so I don't
think the honeydew would be either.

Lipice's grapefruit is running out.
Oh bother, it's lovely.
Should have got the mandarin orange too!
But $4 for a stick is pricey.

Gonna hunt for the $3 shop and
grab everything off the shelves. Hoho.
Else I'd settle with a few $3.10s.

Up to date I have 10empty lipice containers.
And one unknown brand.

Left with
1 still in use.
3 given to my sis and
1 unopened

I think I'd die from lipbalm overdose.
At least it's better than dying from
2nd hand smoke.

Dancing in the moonlight.

-nIx- @ [[12:03 PM]]

Later I'm gonna vacuum the floor,
wash the dishes and clean the toilet.
Not to mention there's another magazine
which has been in the toilet
for more than 4days.
It's the one with her article inside.
My patience is running dry.

I don't get it.
There's so many comfy seats around
the house and one chooses a toilet
to read in?

Crazy.

-nIx- @ [[11:28 AM]]

March 13, 2006

I want to have the last laugh.

-nIx- @ [[11:03 PM]]

I still want a dog.

-nIx- @ [[10:06 PM]]

Dad fetched my mum from work and
decided to eat at Tampines Mall.
The Kopitiam food is horrible,
unless all three of us just happened
to buy horrible food.

Ended up giving 3/4bowl to my dad.
Then I went to Mac and tried their
strawberry milkshake.
Horrible too.
And everyone on the forum was commenting
on how nice it was.
It's way too sweet and the straw
is way too thin for milkshake.

Went to the Pasar Malam and asked
around for a casing for my phone.
The guy serving me kept ignoring my
how much question and kept
fitting cover after cover.
Didn't like them so I didn't buy.
I was wishing for crystal cases.
Those $8 hard covers. Look real pretty.
And when I finally found a soft flexible
cover which is specifically for my phone
it has to cost $6.
My estimation for that flimsy thingy was $3,
at the very most.
So I didn't buy it.

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[9:48 PM]]

A song? I heard on the car.

She's got her ticket
I think she gonna use it
I think she going to fly away
No one should try and stop her
Persuade her with their power
She says that her mind is made up

Why not leave why not
Go away
Too much hatred
Corruption and greed
Give your life
And invariably they leave you with
Nothing

Young girl ain't got no chances
No roots to keep her strong
She's shed all pretenses
That someday she'll belong
Some folks call her a runaway
A failure in the race
But she knows where her ticket takes her
She will find her place in the sun

And she'll fly, fly, fly...

-nIx- @ [[9:46 PM]]

Might as well.
Jy agreed not to go to the test with me.

I wonder what trouble will we get in
if we don't go.
But for now, I don't give a hoot.

-nIx- @ [[3:13 PM]]

I'm planning to skip my test on
Wednesday.
That is unless I miraculously find
interest in bothering to even study
tomorrow.
Definitely not gonna happen today.

-nIx- @ [[2:58 PM]]

I've long rid the addiction to games.
And there's nothing to fall back on
when I'm bored.

Go figure!

-nIx- @ [[2:51 PM]]

9th post for the day and more to come.

Been stoning in front of the computer
for more or less the whole day
and it's not fun at all.

-nIx- @ [[2:41 PM]]

I spent my weekends and spare time
sleeping, or rather, trying to.

-nIx- @ [[1:42 PM]]

No. I want to go overseas ;
and never come back.

-nIx- @ [[12:23 PM]]

Dumb.
I suddenly want to go to places
I don't know how to go to and
where people most likely don't
want to go now.

Beaches, SPCA, whatever.
And they want to go town.

I don't, at least not now.

-nIx- @ [[12:20 PM]]

I still want a puppy. =[

-nIx- @ [[12:11 PM]]

In today's The Straits Times,
5things you can do today.
2. Buy roses at $1 a stalk and help support
a tattoo removal project for needy youngsters
who have to remove their tattoos to go to school.

How did they afford the tattoos in the first place?

-nIx- @ [[10:50 AM]]

Just stuffed myself silly with cheesecake,
finally followed by a proper meal.
I wanted to eat cereal today
but since my mum heated all the food
I changed my mind.

Slept at 2am.
That's 2hours wasted.

So since I already feel like I'd not
be able to go back to sleep,
it's rather pointless to do so, right?

I feel like ranting.
So what can I do if you're not happy?
Nothing much actually.

-nIx- @ [[7:17 AM]]

Feel like taking a long walk now.
But it seems like I can't get anywhere
without public transport.

For now I shall just retreat to
my bed and stone.

-nIx- @ [[12:05 AM]]

I don't feel like staying here.
Bring me far away, far from reality.

-nIx- @ [[12:01 AM]]

March 12, 2006

Mummy dearest,
I want a puppy, please.

Overseas, anyone?

-nIx- @ [[11:09 PM]]

I don't know what's the big hoo haa.
Ange's totally engrossed with those
little hermit crab.

I'm sure she wants one haha.

I really don't feel like studying.
I have my reasons.
Dumb ones, reasonable ones,
what say you.

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[10:40 PM]]

I was rather amused with the silicon keyboard.
The full keyboard was longer than a
usual keyboard length,
but the shorter one didn't have the number pad.
Else I'd be pestering my mum to buy. =x
Yet another I want.

Why it attracted me?
It was ORANGE, though there's other colours.
It was silent, unlike noisy keyboard like mine now.
It was affordable, like $16-$19.
It was waterproof/washable, I can't stop eating
in front of the computer. -.-
It was foldable, and it doesn't spoil easily.
It is cute.

Okay maybe when my keyboard spoils then
I'll go hunt for it.

I also saw this battery operated handphone charger.
Lasts about 60minutes of call time -
then you have to throw the whole thing away.
$9.90 for a one time usage!
I almost bought it because I thought it's
those you put batteries in to charge.
So I can charge my phone in my pocket
when I go chalet.
But too bad.
Anyway I can't seem to find that
charger anywhere anymore.
I used to have one for my Nokia,
which spoilt soon after.

Randoms.
I wonder when are they coming back from UBIN.
Bored to tears already.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[8:12 PM]]

Back!
I'm drained.
The trip there and back was horrendous.
Traffic jams everywhere -
both humans and cars.

Off for now!

-nIx- @ [[5:45 PM]]

It's a sunday noon.
I wish it's Wednesday instead.
So I can get over and done
with the test. Bah.

Everyone's gone over to Ubin ubin.
It's a yearly affair -
they always go without me. LOL.
I've never been there before.
They're going after the chalet date
and I'm definately going, hopefully.

Going back to Suntec IT fair,
or rather I want to go Carrefour jalan jalan.
Staying at home is bored.
I know I should be studying. Hehe.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[12:17 PM]]

Batam!
1day trip.
I wanna go...
Anyone interested?

I'd prefer all females though. LOL.
But our dear sisters are allowed. =x
My hair is rather dry and I've no excuse
to stay up so late anymore.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[1:03 AM]]

It's 12mn and it doesn't feel like it.
I mean I'm tired and all.
But all I did was come home,
do little stuff around the house and
take a bath and it's already midnight.

Went to the IT fair and all.
Was walking around and around.

Then I joined lin at town.
Ate at BK then walked around.

Marina Bay-ed home.

Apparently I was amused by
Jun Wei's 3G phone.
So when I saw my face on the screen
I was amused.
Who knows he was recording a video.
So I look super dumb inside.
But I don't care.

Tired but my hair is still wet. =/
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[12:04 AM]]

March 11, 2006

Dad's very paticular about sound system.
Maybe I can get him buy me better
yet affordable speakers. Hehe.

For as far as I can remember he's been
changing the player and sound system
in every car he buys, including this.
I bet it's about a thousand because
he doesn't want to say the amount.
But I have to admit it's really good!
Apart from the scrolling about
to find the radio channels.

But then again, everytime he's around
I can't blast music cuz it's not
his type.

But I'm sure byon's radioblog is fine.
Hoho.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[2:33 PM]]

I love byon's radioblog.
Hahahaha.
So many familiar songs.
Nice for blasting.
I wish for better speakers now. -.-
But I should be happy with what I have. =)

-nIx- @ [[2:05 PM]]

I hate strong perfume.
One breath taken in is deadly.
It gives me very instant bad headaches.

Not this -
Something, such as a problem,
that causes annoyance or trouble.

But this - A pain in the head.

Thanks to my sis.
I'm now nursing a bad headache.
=[

She just went out!
Mum's doing the dishes now.
What a bum.
Wearing my clothes too!
Boo. *Thumbs down*

-nIx- @ [[1:12 PM]]

IT fair.
Might be going again with my mum.
My dad wants a DVD storage or something
that can record stuff from the TV.
I hope he buys the one with screen,
though it's not a necessity.
I'd like to bring it around to watch.
Even so, I'd guess my motion sickness would
get in the way. So what do I want it for?
Albeit no doubt it'd do me some good
when I go overseas.
For now, I'm fine with the TV.

Everything there's nice to see but
I don't need anything now.
I used to want a camera
and a CD-cum-cassette player.
Now I don't see the need for them.

I have a camera phone.
And I can borrow that Creative
camera anytime. It's like one
of the best I came across already.

And a CD player?
I own like 1 or 2 CDs only.
Plus, who uses cassette now?
And I wouldn't like listening
to the same group all the time, right?
What for have one in my room.

My MP3's good enough.
The only thing is I wished it had
this sleep mode thingy so I wouldn't
have to manually switch it off
at night.

No more I want this and that crap.
End up with a $270 mp3 player
which I could easily get for
less than $100 in the current market now.

At least it's my 3rd MP3. LOL.
The first wiped out all my songs
for no reason.
The 2nd turned blank.
My sister's left right joystick couldn't work.
Lousy crap.
Wait till it spoils before I get another.
But I hope it doesn't.

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[12:39 PM]]

Lash it out.
Life's a bitch.

I had a nightmare followed by a
very horrible reminiscence
of whatever. You don't have to know.
I spent the rest of my time crying
myself to sleep.

Don't throw everything to me
at one shot; I can't take it.

Wake me up when the nightmare ends;
and gently tell me that it's over.

-nIx- @ [[10:24 AM]]

March 10, 2006

I just shut down my comp by entangling
my legs together with the wiring.
Not on purpose.
At least I didn't get shocked.

Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.

-nIx- @ [[11:40 PM]]

I know. I don't know. I know.
I don't.

-nIx- @ [[10:18 PM]]

My dad's talking to me to look into
the Australia thing. For the 3rd time.
I think he's really serious
wanting me to go there.

=/

-nIx- @ [[9:11 PM]]

I studied the minimal today.
Like.... 20pages?
Far cry from my 25pages a day target.
At least I studied. =x

Time to eat.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[7:19 PM]]

I've grown so used to the internet
that I can't spend a day without it
when given the choice to.

And now I wonder...
How do people survive without going online?
and
What do they do instead?

Maybe I should try to lessen my usage too.
But I think I'd end up online again
at night if I stop now. =s

Don't ask me what's so nice online.
It's boring too.

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[3:07 PM]]

...Overseas students who apply in Australia for permanent residence within six months of completing an Australian course do not have to possess any job experience in their field. By contrast, other applicants, who apply from outside Australia, must have some relevant occupational experience...

Don't say I didn't read up.

-nIx- @ [[2:46 PM]]

I just feel like stoning away.
I have test next week and I know nothing,
close to nothing.

I wonder if this is the life I wanna lead.
Complain and complain and complain.
But nothing's done.

Oh hurray!
I finally see housework done by her -
she's vacuuming her own room and period.
It ends there.

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[1:51 PM]]

March 09, 2006

My dad's talking in cantonese.
Saying he started the laundry
and I hung up 3/4 and left the
rest inside the machine. LOL.

*smiles sweetly*

I'm a little lazy to edit the size and all.
So I'm kind enough to link it,
at least you don't have to copy and paste.
Off for now. =D

-nIx- @ [[10:59 PM]]

My dad still talks to me after he saw
those funny paper crap I wrote.

Went to the IT fair after that.
Random stuff I want but it's just
wants not needs so I shan't get any.

Like the little whale/dolphin that keeps
moving. $105. So cute. =[

Was out during break and I saw this -
a roller coaster packet priced at $6.

After school I went to IP Zone
and together with Jy,
bought ourselves a guys shirt.
So cute. Bought red colour though.

Now I'm not only in love with Ebase
but also IP Zone,
or rather I'm a Inbase fan. xD

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[10:35 PM]]

My nice masterpiece.
I don't have time to resize it
so just view the link.
I'd edit them later.
I'll just let the pictures do the talking,
for now.

I only hung up my parent's and my clothes.

At the sink
The mess
The hanging pole
The wonderful washing machine
Speaking of which.. I'm already late.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[1:00 PM]]

One last time, one last time.

Laundry is waiting for someone to hang it up.
I'll do it. Since my dad just came
home from a 13hour overnight shift.

Cuz I'd doubt she'll ever do it.
Either she'll watch tv or use computer
or go out soon after she wakes up.

GGGGGrrrr. I say don't want means don't want.
I don't think I owe you an explanation
why I don't want right?
Don't question me why.
I just don't feel like going out before that.
That by itself to me is a perfectly
good and acceptable reason already.

-nIx- @ [[12:33 PM]]

Why botherrrrrrr?

This morning I took out a fork
and a bowl for my mum.
The only ones left on the rack
because the rest are not washed.

And she woke my sis up who walked
straight to the table and used
them both.

Crazy woman.
Me : "The bowl and fork is meant for you.
You wake her up she'll never learn
to wake up by that alarm."

That bloody alarm keeps ringing and ringing
and the person who set it isn't waking up.
I am.
EVERY SINGLE MORNING.

Angry like anything.
I'm not her maid.
I don't take things out for her.
I don't work for her.
And to be crude, I don't give a shit about her.

I'll take it the hard way -
complain to my parents till they do something.
Cuz I never give them peace when I'm unhappy.

Sorry, I'm too used to getting things my way.
At least I don't cross the line.
I know my limits.
You don't. And that's sad.

-nIx- @ [[11:22 AM]]

Mum : "I suggest you sleep with me
or lock your room door when you sleep."
LOL.

I'm gonna go for chalet. 3days.
And dom's chalet. That makes it 4!
Good chance to see how the house looks like
without me around.

Wondering if I should bring my phone
charger.
The phone's horrible(in terms of battery life)
but on the other hand it amazes me -
how a small thing can blast music that loudly.

I should go sleep, then wake up early tomorrow
to study.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[12:33 AM]]

March 08, 2006

BSB - Let the music heal your soul
I have my own version.

Oh when someone ~~writes~~makes a ~~song~~show
With a simple ~~line~~script
Just a ~~song~~show
Where the seasons show

And if someone feels the same
About the simple ~~song~~show
Oh sometimes
You just can't hear them say

~~Music~~Tv gives you happiness or sadness
But it also, it also ~~heals~~rules your soul

Chorus
Let the ~~music heal~~Tv rule your soul
Let the ~~music~~Tv take control
Let the ~~music~~Tv give you
The power to ~~move any mountain~~glue your eyes to it

Or if someone plays ~~piano~~the video
~~With some simple chords~~just a simple one
So ~~melodic~~addictive
And endearing too

Oh if someone plays ~~guitar~~
With the old ~~piano~~Tv set
Then maybe
You can hear them sing

~~Music~~It still gives you happiness or sadness
But it also, it also ~~heals~~rules your soul

Chorus
Let the ~~music heal~~Tv rule your soul
Let the ~~music~~Tv take control
Let the ~~music~~Tv give you
The power to ~~move any mountain~~laze and do nothing

Oh yes
Let the ~~music heal~~Tv rule your soul
Let the ~~music~~Tv take control
Let the ~~music heal~~Tv rule your soul
Oh, oh ~~yes~~YES!

Let the ~~music heal~~Tv rule your soul
Let the ~~music~~Tv take control (take control)
Let the ~~music heal~~Tv rule your soul (heal your soul)
Let the ~~music~~Tv take control (let the music take control)
Let the ~~music heal~~Tv rule your soul
Let the ~~music~~Tv take control (oh ~~yes~~YES)
Let the ~~music heal~~Tv rule your soul (everybody make
Let the ~~music~~Tv take control (let the music take control)
Let the ~~music heal~~Tv rule your soul (let it heal your soul)
Let the ~~music~~Tv take control (oh, oh)
Let the ~~music heal~~Tv rule your soul
Let the ~~music~~Tv take control

-------

Nice? =)

-nIx- @ [[11:52 PM]]

I was so right.
She went straight to the tv after she got out.

Couldn't stand the sight of the magazine.
I spent effort clearing and cleaning
the toilet.
So I sms-ed my dad to call home and ask
her to clear it or else I'd save up
for a lock and ask val to help me
install it.

Then he called and my mum pick up.
Mum : "Hello are you going to clear it?"x3times at least.
Sis : *Points to tv* "I'm watching tv."
Me : "Don't bother."
Then I took the magazine out and tore it
in front of her.

She's still watching tv now.
I don't care already.

Don't say I didn't give her a chance.
I gave her plenty.

I'm already kind enough to only
tear the first few pages.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:26 PM]]

Mum bought a $45 ticket
and it so happens that's the 1st day
of chalet.
And I have school on the 3rd day.
Which means if I go, I'm only
free for the 2nd day of chalet.

I don't know to feel heartbreak for
the money or what.
I know they can afford but ZZZZZzzzz.

It's not my money I shouldn't bother, right?

Do whatever you want.
As long as you're happy,
I shan't stop you.

My sis headed to the toilet the moment
she came home. Which was like at 10pm.
It's now 10.38pm.
I bet she's reading magazine inside.

-nIx- @ [[10:30 PM]]

I admit I feel like a maid.
Did I mention my parents now
go directly to me for housework
to be done?
They don't even bother to ask her anymore.

I can't even watch tv without interruptions
while she can.
Life is unfair.

I actually cried myself to sleep yesterday.
That's for not sparing a thought
for my feelings.

I feel angry to when I have to do housework
while I see my sis at her computer
or watching tv
but I feel worse when I see my parents
doing it instead.

Someone send her awayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy.

-nIx- @ [[8:47 PM]]

Ange : Thanks for that star orange
whatever gel thingy. Lol.
I havn't tried the chocolate.

Today I came straight back from school.
Told Jy about the overseas thingy. Haha.
So if she goes, I go.
Then we can go together.
But most probably after we get
our CAT stuff settled
then we'll start thinking about it.

Gonna go for a nice nap then
wake up and study.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[4:17 PM]]

March 07, 2006

BAHHHHHHHH. Don't talk to me.
Unless you'd provide my sister
with an overseas sponsorship.
SEND HER AWAYYYYYYYYYYYYYY!

I should change my name to Maria.
Mum requested for me to keep the noodles.
Fine. But not when my sister is
watching TVVVVVVVVV.

Then she just walked out of the kitchen
and told my mum the coffee machine
is leaking.
Didn't even bother to dry the spills
or whatever, then continued watching TV.

Stupid.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[10:40 PM]]

Very full.
Went to Sembawang.
Then to ange's house
to do something to chocolate.
Not that successful though.

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[10:03 PM]]

Click click click click click
I sure know how to waste resources.
I keep pressing the staple bullets
out of the staple in front of me.
Then I pick them up from the table,
bend it in half and throw it into
the dustbin on my left.
Don't know which idiot put it there
in the first place.
Waste money.

I've got the habit to click
"View Blog" everytime I publish my post.
And I can't stand clicking on my face.
It looks rather retarded after awhile.
So I'm gonna change my blogskin the moment
I find something nicer looking.
Else I'd just use an old template.
Hoho.

Good news, bad news, throw them to me.
Watch my reaction.
I'm amusing myself at times too.
Jia Ying : xD~ Bad news to some is always
good news to us. Right? HAHAHA.

It's so hard to hide my feelings.

Like no matter how hard I pretend to like
something it'd always look fake.
Like I can't lay my hands on clothes which
don't look nice, unless it's showing
them to my friends and laughing over it. =x

And there are times when I try to "sympatize"
with others but I can't stop smiling
over their misfortune. Too bad, so sad.

And the only thing I can fake is
smiling in front of others when
I'm totally down... in the dumps.
Whatever.
Everyone can do that too. Doh.

How special can I be?

Ange : You're LATEEEEEEE.

Send me overseas and spare me the housework!
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[1:55 PM]]

I should consider going to
Australia to study.
That way I don't have to do
housework at home!
Ok lame.
But still considering.
Work there and get more income.
Whateverrrrr.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[12:04 PM]]

I don't get it.
I just cleaned the toilet yesterday
and there's already 4shirts hanging
on the rack and a magazine on the
toilet cover. ~!@#$%^&*
Don't help with housework please
don't contribute.

Now her phone's ringing and she's
not doing anything to shut it up.
BAHHH.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:11 AM]]

March 06, 2006

Dad wants me to go Australia to study.
He says with whatever I'm doing it's easy
to get a PR there.

I still think it's a waste of money
cuz I can get the same diploma/degree here.
I'd be taking the same exam too.

Speaking of whichhhhhhhhh.
My sis still wants to join that
14k per semester shit.
Water tappppppppppp.

Sometimes I really wish I have no money.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[9:28 PM]]

I studied then I fell asleep. -.-
Shall continue studying later.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[5:15 PM]]

I got so fedup I cleared my clothes.
Gonna sell them.
Save money.

Later I'm gonna do housework.
But I'm only gonna clean my territory.
I feel my work isn't appreciated
so I shan't bother about other's,
or the common areas.

I think my sis's life is a total mess.
She wants to send a letter by Fedex
so it can reach that whatever school
by tomorrow, which is the deadline.
I wouldn't allow myself to be caught
in this situation.

Plus that school's fee is 14k a semester,
which I think is jolly well enough to cover
my diploma, degree and exam fees
(throw in a few years of membership too!)

Water tap.
Maybe she thinks money drops from the sky.
And she's not working, nor bothering to find one.
She's always busy, volunteering herself
for God knows what.
I can safely say it's anything but housework,
unless it's contributing to the mess.

Sad to say, the toilet we share is filthy.
The only thing that belongs to me in there
are my toiletries.
The mess is all hers.
And nobody bothers to fill the toilet paper.
Not that I don't bother but I'm
just fedddd uppp of filling it till
everyone expects me to do it.
Then, when it's not done - my fault.

My mum told my sis to clean the toilet
this morning but I can bet down to my last cent
that she wouldn't do it.
Not today, not tomorrow, never.
I think I shall be kind and clean it one
last time.
If it doesn't remain that way for 2days.
I'll just throw everything I see
that I see as mess.

I actually expressed great interest
in sending her overseas to study.
So I can have the common areas to myself.
But until she works, there's no way
I'm gonna let her suck out money
from my parents like that.
14k per semester!

I already lost my respect for her long ago.
Take an effort to gain it back it you want to.
I don't careeeeee.

When I work, I want to :
-Return every single cent my parents
spent on me back to them.
-Be able to afford a holiday every year.

I wish I had a little sibling to dote on.
Or a puppy.
I really do.

Back to reality.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[10:55 AM]]

March 05, 2006

Half a cheesecake left and
it's gonna be thrown away. Haha.
FAILED.
But Val tried. LOL.
By then it was already jellyfied.

Val treated me to Caborana or Cabonara.
I forgot which is the right name.
Yummyyyyyy.
She helped me finish it. HAHA.

Went to Career fair.
Nothing much.
Except I got a bag and a cute toy.
Hehe.

Marina Bay-ed home.
Dead tired.

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[11:16 PM]]

March 04, 2006

I hate this.
Some funny feeling I can't explain
running down my spine whenever I'm bored -
or so I assume it's caused by boredom.
And it's practically there the whole day.
I don't even know how to get rid of it.

I don't even feel like studying.
Wasting precious time browsing on the net
on pointless stuff.

Like what lic sent me.
Time is like a river.
You can't step on the same water twice
because the flow that has passed
will never pass you again.

Seeee. Precious time wasted. Damn it?
And with that awful feeling down my spine
I can't sleep.
I can't do anything much without feeling
the least bit irritated.

Anyway to be thankful,
this isn't the most boring day of my life.
Chinese New Year was.

I shall try studying a few pages.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[10:43 PM]]

After my dad's
"Don't take things for granted" thingy.
Haha. Things sure seems different.

I think the place downstairs
seems like a little village!
Fish pond, tennis courts,
squash courts, swimming pools,
baby pools, pool room, gym,
function room, basketball court,
rabbit corner, little fountains, bbq pits,
workout corner, a small area for kiddy soccer,
table tennis room, playground, minimart
and a little kindergarden.

It's a rather pretty sight,
which comes with a hefty sum.
Big, huge, enormous.
What a burn in the pocket.
I'd still prefer a HDB. Heh.

Ayye.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[7:59 PM]]

Having a phone with camera is so convinient.
Was shopping at Jasons and the lady
before me bought like crazy or something.

Here's my chocolate collection.

1. Roche(wrapped in red and white)
2. Extra Noir dark chocolate - Carrefour
3. Herseys Dark chocolate
4. Herseys chocolate chips
5. Van Houton - Mixed assortment
6. Van Houton - Almond
7. Maxies - dark chocolate
8. Maxies - Chocolate with honeycomb
9. Swiss Alps

Seeee. But I don't feel like eating them.
Hungry.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[7:17 PM]]

Nope. I havn't started studying for today.
I don't feel like studying.
I wanna go out!
Bahhhh.
Okay lah. Maybe I'd just do the usual
25pages(though I'm wayyy behind).
Then after that I'll see what
I want to do. xD

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[1:22 PM]]

Cheesecake was... -.-

I need to study.
I keep forgetting to study.
Yes, forget. -.-
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[12:06 PM]]

March 03, 2006

Class was fine.
We went to Parkway during our
1hour break.
The bus was so slow it took half an hour
to get there, instead of 10minutes.
So we bought lots and lots of chocolate
and other crap.
Now I have 8types of chocolate at home.

Left there at 2.15pm.
The other group of people are later.
Actually, whatever he did,
we could have just skipped the whole class.

Went to ange's house after school.
NOBODY HOMEEEEEE. Bah. -.-

Cheesecake.....
I forgot to buy sugar.
Then I whipped the thickened cream
till it became nice.
Then I put it in the fridge.
The next moment I took it out
and started again.
It had waterrrr.
Sis said it turned to butter.
Whatever.
So I just did it that way.
I hope it turns out okay.

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[9:08 PM]]

March 02, 2006

$23.56 for ingredients to oreo cheesecake.
Might as well buy the cake itself.
Anyway.
I did happy grocery shopping today. HOHO.

Sleepy.
Tax paper is gonna kill. =(
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[9:21 PM]]

Urrgh.
Yesterday I started the laundry
but by the time I remembered it's done
I had a cramp.
Then my sis wouldn't do it and my
mum had to complete it.
I told you I've never seen her do
housework.
She just pretended she never heard
anything and was on msn, some
useless website and watching tv.

And I keep kicking into that bloody
cd rack filled with cds
which she placed ouside my room.
It's heavy ok.
My poor toe.
Bahhhh.

Going to school.
Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[12:52 PM]]

March 01, 2006

Hellooo.
My phone's left with 1batt and
I just charged it last night.
So cool... not.

Today's weather was hot.
I fell asleep after a nice cold bath.
I ought to study. =p

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[8:08 PM]]

I left my cookies in class. =x
Anyway new shop opened at the
coffee shop next to school.
But I don't think I'd buy anything
there. It looks expensive.
Ordered ban mian today.
I think the soup is full of
chicken stock or something? -.-

Time to remove nailpolish.

Handphone battery life is so much
worse than my poor old phone.
I miss it loads. =(

Off for now.

-nIx- @ [[7:32 PM]]